Life has been busy for me lately. Ups and downs, good days, bad days, aches and pains…
I wanna say around Wednesday I started feeling down, and it kept getting worse until Friday, where I was a mess. I only got out of bed to eat and shower. Crying came easily and I just felt defeated. I didn’t want to talk, I just wanted to be alone. On top of all that, my sex drive had completely disappeared. I didn’t even want to kiss taylor, which made me feel bad because he started thinking it was him, that he had done something. Not the case at all. So we went out on a date night Friday night. It went better than I expected. I wasn’t completely shut off. The next morning I still felt out of it- not myself. I told taylor how much I hated feeling like this. So depressed. I hadn’t felt like that in a long time. So I shaved his hair, and we left for the Warrior Dash. That race was just what I needed! My spirits were lifted so much once it was over. I was so excited the entire race, and even more excited once it was over to get home with Taylor ;)
During these days of feeling down, and still up to this day, Taylor has been making me take my vitamins religiously, as well as a protein pill. He thinks it was from all the exercising I did last week. Not enough nutrition. I don’t know what it was. I thought I ate pretty darn good that week, but maybe not? I don’t know. I still feel down, just not as bad.
So apart from that little issue, it has been a good last couple of days. Like I said, I shaved Taylor’s head. He is bald once again. It was funny- when I was shaving I came across a blue patch from the Color Run. That dye is hard to get out! I also found where all those spiders were coming from. There is a hole in the wall by our shower, so I taped that sucker up. Haven’t seen one since :) I also plasti dipped by wheels. They are no longer an ugly chrome color, but a pretty dark gray.
I won’t be running until my race on Saturday. I want to run before then, however my arch has gotten worse, and it really doesn’t need any added pressure. So I will be resting it for now. I’m hoping to fit in a workout video at some point this week though.
I’m also having weird jaw pain. I went to see the dentist today and she said it seems as if my jaw has popped out of place, and now it’s just aching. It sucks because I wanna eat, but it hurts so much, and I keep catching myself clenching. Not good.
Anyways. That is my life right now. Pretty eh.